yesterday.. was.. wierd...

i have.. totally no idea what happened.. was it a prank? or.. wad...? i mean.. but he hasnt deleted my number.. or maybe he just got it from ah gong or sumthin.. like.. to prank.. or maybe.. is accident.. or... i dunnno... but what happened... its like.. i saw my phone i tot sumthin happened again.. anyways.. after that.. i found out that i seriously miss him.. a lot.. i mean.. i feel that... even if i claim that i can move on and like another guy like how i like him.. i cant.. i dunno why.. even if its now.. sum people know i like sumone.. but den after u called.. it made me realise that.. i still cannot forget you... i know.. u will start to say.. wad.. im obsessed.. desperate.. whatever.. but.. seriously u were the first person ive ever liked.. or love.. whatever.. so much before.. ya.. well.. i dunno la.. but its like.. what happened.. anyways.. all i can do is just sit here.. typing all this.. but i know its useless.. i mean... i really wanna talk to u again... i really wonder if its possible... ya... erm.. well... im not gonna write abt it anymore...

anyways.. haiz.. i hate being used. HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT
for whatever reasons.. trying to know sumone.. bored.. i tell u i hate that feeling so much. i mean its like... that means.. okok fine whatever..

i can say that i hate liars and AP.. but the fact is i have it too.. i do lie.. a lot.. to a lot of people.. and i gave AP to a lot of people.. for that.. Im really sorry.

and i can safely say that i definitely hate my family. HATE THEM SO MUCH I CAN KILL MYSELF. they always side wid my brother.. wtf... den always shoot me with their words.. what type of family is this? id rather die than live wid them.. but the strange thing is that. i dun wan them to die.. i wan myself to die..

haiz...

i miss the old days.. a lot.. but what im writing here... do u think he knows...?

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